i am sleepy and angry. lets call it.. sleegry.

anyway, work this week was like whoa! like on a rollercoaster and i got to know the real personality of THAT FEW colleagues. Some can be so not understanding then i wanna hate 'em forever for making me feel so inferior and awful. whatever them man. They should never manipulate ppl's decision the way they want it to be. Where are the human rights and democracy? and sometimes, being selfish doesnt help at all! i guess only few will be able to master the art of it. Tracing back, i realise how fake 'she' was. and i din really fancy her from the very start already. and she proved me so right till now.

afterall, my closest boss supported my decision and she told me:
"most importantly is you being happy. I would want you to be happy."
i love her so much that i dont know how to show my gratitude. The greatest one at work who has always been there for me. always.

Ever since exams were over, i din have a proper holiday. now is the time for me to rest. and i remembered frens who told me meet soon and have lunch or whatsoever, how many really did that? they are either not free or ..dont even bother to care. see, friendship is that weak and it definitely needs a relatively high maintenance. the only fren that i see fulfilling his promise of meeting for lunch is weileong. my ipp lunch partner who i really enjoy chatting to. a good psychologist and observer! (:

AND i really dont understand what so weird about meeting me alone. i bet you guys are wondering wth im referrign to but its okay. you guys dont have to know. i am just wondering WHY. where did the weirdness come from if we're frens for like almost 2 years? i really dont get it.

ohyah. im tired of maintaining friendships. it has always been me calling up and asking those "frens" out and what i get in return? drifting and more drifting. some dont even wanna be my fren becos of what? can remind again? im clueless. and some? dont even bother to turn up. whatever man. if thats how you define friendship, so be it. bye.

i just love those who fulfill their promises like dee and wanshi and wl.

i say it and im an angry kid. seriously, whatever!

argh. rah. like seriously.